You're In My World Now.

I just realized that I’m 18 next month and I’ve never had a job interview before.

What do I wear fjdgdsfdshg

I wish I was being interviewed by a woman so I could at least flirt to increase my chances.

Today I watched a video of this hipster guy berating Christians about their hypocrisy and their stupidity and their blah blah blah.

It wasn’t much different at all from all the others that I’ve seen. Just some guy calling people out on their bullshit and the swarm that is the youtube user base basically sucking his dick and adding their own takes on why anyone who believes in a higher power and “can’t provide proof” is a “fucking moron.” 

Except this guy had a point. He presented a debate in which the republican party members of the U.S. booed a man who proposed that the U.S. follow the Golden Rule when dealing with foreign countries. He said that the U.S. should expect hostility from countries we’ve been hostile to. It made sense. I mean. If someone slapped me in the face - and it wasn’t my friend - I would beat the shit out of them. As a nation, we have no right to expect peaceful dealings with anyone.

I didn’t appreciate the hipster’s generalizations though. He called the hypocrites Christians. He called the bigots Christians. He called the Republicans Christians.

Fucking Republicans…

Anyways, I was disappointed that he didn’t just refer to these idiots as simple people. I realize that many people who call themselves Christians are “fucking morons.” I realize that the Roman Catholic Church has a history of corruption and manipulation. But putting on a lab coat doesn’t make you a doctor. Playing Minecraft doesn’t make you a gamer any more than remixing a song makes you a musician. These people that don’t take their religion to heart are no more Christian than that woman from Trading Spouses. (heheh)

I want people to realize that there’s absolutely nothing wrong with religion of any kind. Fundamentally, religion is perfect. Flawless in its ideals. The problem is us. How can we possibly expect to live up to such a virtuous, selfless lifestyle? No, for those of you thinking it, it is not “in the bible” to hate gays - or anyone for that matter. It is not “in the bible” that homosexuals are doomed to burn in hell. It is not “in the bible” to force Christianity onto others. In fact, all we have to do is love each other as we’re supposed to love God. I honestly have no idea why people insist on making a big deal out of gay rights or abortion. In Christianity, it is sinful to have gay or lesbian sex. As far as we’re concerned, there’s not much wrong with loving another man or another woman. “Love is love” is what most gay rights activists like to say anyways. If you want to be a gay Christian, just don’t have gay sex. Don’t cry foul because the religion you chose to believe in just happens to prohibit a certain act of lust. According to Christian belief, couples who have sex should be open to the probability of conception. To procreate and add one more person to the “Salt of the Earth” population is a pretty glorious tribute to God. To deny God this tribute, by getting an abortion, is considered pretty offensive. I’m not sure why the whole “a-fetus-is-a-person-even-though-we-still-call-it-a-fetus” thing became such a big deal, but I would be pretty offended if someone starting making a gift for me - and themselves -  and suddenly destroyed it. That being said, it goes to reason - that one little term a lot of anti-religious people like to cling to - that there’s no way that procreating can be a goal of gay sex. I won’t bother trying to understand exactly why gay sex is sinful, and honestly, I don’t give a shit. If you’re gay and you have a problem with Christian beliefs, don’t be a Christian. If you’re not gay and you have a problem with Christian beliefs, don’t be a Christian.

I’m not saying that I follow, understand, or even appreciate all Roman Catholic beliefs. God wants me to love my neighbor, but I have to admit I really don’t care one bit about some African kid’s problems. I’m selfish. I’m full of myself. I don’t think I’m a good person, but I want to be. So I go to church. I try to make friends. I try to be tolerant of people condemning religious - and non-religious - people.

The point is that there is a difference between people who call themselves Christians and people who are Christians.

The same could be said for anyone.

Musicians.

Homosexuals.

Christians.

Certified Hairstylists.

In the grand scheme of things, it’s pointless to try and treat people a certain way because of who they say they are.

Don’t punch every black man you see because some black man raped your daughter.

Treat people how they deserve to be treated.

ok fine you win

I’m in a bad mood too now

Are you fucking happy

Holy shit

I’m sorry I can’t say fucking ANYTHING to make you or any of my others friends feel better about their shitty lives

Mother fucking SHIT

WHAT DOES THE WORLD WANT FROM ME

WHAT THE FUCKING SHIT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ABOUT ANYTHING

Man

It’s really fucking exhausting trying to stay happy for everyone

Every day

someone else is having a bad day

And I’m trying really hard to be cheerful for everyone

But it’s exhausting

I have problems too

I don’t like talking about my problems to everyone so I don’t have it so bad

But, holy shit

I’m tired

This is really exhausting

I really tired

There’s this kid who follows EVERY FUCKING PERSON I talk to on tumblr.

It’s like he sees the cool conversations I have and then promptly follows and butts in on everything.

Maybe he’s just really friendly, but it’s fucking annoying.

It’s like he’s determined to be better friends with my friends than I am.

what the fucking fuck adshjfshg

Fucking hell why do people overreact.

When I saw I want to be alone, it doesn’t mean you did anything wrong.

Fucking jadshfjgdasfd

I just like having time to myself is that so bad

Hey kids.

Has your best friend ever replaced you over the course of a skype call?

LOL

I know mine has =D

It doesn’t even hurt that much

Maybe I should just not even bother with friends lulz

Everything is a pain in the ass and I don’t like being around people anymore anyways.

scratchrhythm:

I feel like the only person in the world who has never even considered suicide or self harm.

I mean, I was never even depressed.

Like, I was a bit bummed after my parents got divorced, and I was only quiet most of the time because telling people “I’m ok” over and over got really annoying really quickly.

That’s it, though.

No “mental” or “emotional” illnesses.

I just find a lot of things annoying, that’s all. I have a stereotypical “abandoned son” grudge against my dad, if that counts for anything.

I don’t really make a big deal out of anything, really.

I’m happy with my life, so far.

I know I have it pretty good - better than most people.

But I still don’t see how or why people go to the extremes that they do.

This is bullshit.

I don’t like having to put on a smile just to entertain people.

I’m fucking stressed.

I’m really beginning to hate my dad so much for disappearing. Again.

These classes are killing me.

My mom is pressuring me to go into the fucking military.

Everyone’s hinting to me that music is a dead-end career.

I don’t have the money to buy the textbook I need for class and I’m not about to ask my mom.

I’m lonely, but I’m starting to hate being around anyone.

My sleeping pattern is 32 different flavors of fucked up.

I’m definitely not alright.

I have to say that I am or everyone gets on my ass about it.

FUCK I’d rather spend the rest of my life like this than talk about my feelings.

I need to leave this place.

I’m going nowhere fast in this town.

I really fucking hate it when people say “I can’t take this anymore.”

What are you gonna do?

Quit life?

Never have anything bad happen to you again?

Finally man the fuck up?